you understand?
she don't understand you &she don't know what you think
as in like you don't understand her &don't know what she think.
i know what you tell me &what you want me to do is for my own good.
not i don't want to listen to you..
but can you let me decide what i really want?
i'm stubborn! &also know what i want it maybe wrong
without doing anything wrong but just only correct.
the person won't grow up.
you told me i don't learn from my mistake
is because i don't give up what my mind tell me is if i try again it maybe doing even more better.
¬ every mistake i done, the next mistake i done will be the same maybe i will be no mistake.
you keep on scolding me, the thing i wrote in my blog!
all that is true! my true feeling &i really wanted to change, i am trying hard to..
but i really don't like the way you tell me to do so! the way you tell me is like i must listen i must do no matter what... i don't eat hard but i eat soft.
i know you eat soft too.
i really don't no what should i do next... !
iloveyou, so what?
i feel sad why i can't even make my own boyfriend happy.
i feel of killing myself why i just can't change my temper.
i feel angry why i am such a childish girl but why not mature
i feel disappointed i keep on bring problems for him.
i feel i am so fuck &suck!
you not good for me
i am not good for you either.
to other you maybe unperfect.
but to me you're perfect !
if i don't care i won't even bother to type my feeling &tell the whole world in my blog each &every time.
the only way i can show my sincere